My ambition is flagging in Flagstaff.

I've been languishing lolling laying around lazing in Flagstaff for a few days with The Cousins. A spectacularly fat cousin stopped over yesterday, and I had a lot of fun pinching his knees and tickling his thighs. He got so amused once that he vomited on me a little. We put his hair up in a Samurai topknot, then his mom changed his diaper. Life is easy here.

A stop in Flagstaff was the terminus for my "long-term" "plans." Ideally, I project my imaginary future past a comfortable place so that my motivation stays high, but I fell short of the ideal this time.

I subscribed to Caretaker.org to see what might present itself.

I wish I could report some big ideas or dazzling epiphanies. Mostly I've been reading, drinking wine, and watching movies. Let's pretend that's the nursery of brilliance.